Maths and Mental Health

Okay, So I Have NO Idea Where I am Going with This Post.. But Believe Me, I NEED To release My Frustrations and Well, Writing Kinda Helps.
So, Many Might think, "You are just a Teenager and All these Problems are Nothing and When you Grow Up you will have to do this.. Do that.." But I guess, If You Look at these "Problems" From our Point of View, You would Understand.. Yes, I Do Agree that We are Still growing Up and there is a Lot More to Life than What we experience Now.. But Cmon..! Problems are Problems..! Anyways, Now the "Problem" Is that (I Will try and write this as less silly as possible) Exams are Coming up this Week.. And Yes we Did have time, We did Have Practice, But HEY..! Before you Judge Me, Let Me tell you, There are a LOT Of Distractions, Literally. And I am In 10th Grade, Which according to Many People is,  I Dont Know.. "Crucial stage of your Life" Or Something. Now, the Main Problem is, The Pressure all of us Are Undergoing. I Might sound Like a Whiny teenage Brat.. But it Sucks. You do A Trigonometry Problem.. Next Day, you Try Doing the Same thing ..POOF.. ERROR IN LOADING MEMORY..!! Theorems and Formulas Haunt you in Your Sleep.. I am a Type of Person who can sleep under the Most Harsh Circumstances..(Screaming of My Brothers)  Nowadays, I Wake up at 3.00 in The Morning.. Its Like my Mind is Programmed to Do it. You Know, When you Run on a Treadmill.. It Seems Like you are Running a Lot.. Infact, you Sweat too.. But in the End, You are in the Same Place where you Began. Maths is Somewhat Like that. The Worst thing..? You cant Blame Anyone else But you..! You can Scream all You want at your Siblings to Let out your Frustrations.. But in The end, What..? You are Just Left with a Weird emotion which is a Cross Between Guilt, Regret and Helplessness. You Know those Moments.. When you Know you have this Big Barrier in front of you.. And One Moment you go all "Okay, I will Do it, I can Do it" Then after a While "Ah, Who Cares"..?
Well, the Problem with Exams is that.. You Dont have That "Who Cares" Option..!
Considering the..Weir things I Have Written above , I Hope You can Understand How Much Math has Affected my Mental Health..
Well, thats It for Today
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Friendships, Fights and Fancy

Well Recently, I have Been Having a Lot of Up-s And Down-s With a Lot of People..! Which Includes My Best friends too.. To Think About, Relationships Have Just Become a Part of our Lives When it Should Be Quite the Opposite.When I see My Parents Talking to their Old Friends, I think, Will All My Friends Be Still There in Another 10 Years..? Sure, Some May Be.. But Will We all Be Together ? To Maintain a Relationship, Both Parties Have to Make an Effort.. But How..? Our Friendships, Nowadays,  are Limited to a Hey or Hi Most of the Times through Whatsapp, Gmail, Twitter and Other Social sites! To Think, It is Really True..! I Guess Real Friendships Happened Long Ago, When there were No Means Of Communication and People Were Still close. Not That True Relationships Do Not Exist But Well, It Was More meaningful in The Older Times.
Not to Sound Too Philosophical, But I Personally Think that Distance Makes a Relationship Stronger. Well, it depends on how that Person Sees the Distance as..! From a Personal Experience, I would say That I grew Closer to that Person after she Left...! It May Not Be true For everyone, But Yeah.
I Have Always Heard People Say.. True Friends always Fight.. But It is From Past Few Months I have Actually Come to Realize this. We All Have Hard times, Some would Like to Share.. Some Would Not. But that Should Not Matter.. Because If we are A True Partner.. We would Always Be there.. Right Beside That Person..!
"As We grow Up, We Realize It is Less Important to Have More Ones, and More Important to Have real Ones"

Finding Happiness..

I really don't Know what provoked me to write this, But i guess its Inspired from Helen Keller.. so Here goes,

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Many of us.. Crib and cry Because we don't have the latest model of Phones or Maybe shoes..

While there are Millions out there.. Who wish , they could see the faces of their mothers.. at least once..!

How many of us have actually, Sincerely Been happy and thankful that we can see.. Touch... feel and Hear..? Count me Out.

One of the Greatest Person.. Who still has an impression in all of Our hearts, Till Now, Despite the fact that she is blind and deaf was Helen Keller. She managed to be one of the Most famous writers ever emerged. She was also a great political activist and lecturer. She not only depicted Woman power throughout her life, But taught every single one of us, To find happiness in the Simplest things.. She could have stayed at home, Whining and cribbing about how her bad her fate is, Or how unlucky she is.. But she rather chose to find happiness in what she had, and Succeed in Life. So, all the times we think How messed up our life is, Think about the more Less fortunate ones and think how lucky we are..

".. Thus,  it is That my friends have made the story of my Life. In a Thousand ways they have turned my Limitations to Beautiful privileges, and enabled me to walk serene and happy in the shadow cast by my Deprivation.."

                                      ~Helen Keller

I have one question for all of you out there..  Would you rather be Known for your Flaws.. Or how you overcame it..?

Will humanity be Restored..?

"If you are Neutral in Times Of Injustice, You have chosen the side of the Oppressor"

The Kashmir kunan poshpora Incident -2009

Kerala soumya rape and Murder case - 2012

Delhi gang rape -2013

US Tourist Gang rape- 5/6/13

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Till when is The Injustice Going to Go on..? Will it Ever stop..? We hear these Incidents almost Every single day.. How many of US Actually take time and think it through..? Do any of us even think about the same happening to our Mothers Or sisters..?

Many often, We find it very east to blame it all on the Government.. To some Extent, Each one of us can take the Initiative and avoid these incidents from happening frequently..

"Ignorance is NOT Bliss.. It is Poverty, Devastation , Tragedy and Illness" -Jim Rohn

Protests Starts Just as we hear of these incidents.. But later, all the Commotion dies, .What is the Point of People Protesting..? Revolting..? Burning ..? The Injustice still prevails..

The most recent rape case was In India, That took place Last week.. A US Charity worker was Gang raped by a truck-driver and His friends.. What does all this Show..? The lack of Immediate actions taken, Triggers these things to happen again and again.. So, Let us all try and work together for a Better world..

"Insanity is doing the same thing again and again.. and expecting different results"

                                                                                                                     ~Albert einstein

C'est la Vie

Party hard, Make mistakes, Laugh endlessly,Do one thing that you are afraid of... Because You only live once..!

These quotes.. They really make sense, specially during these years of our lives..! The years when our emotions are extreme, When we are confused about life, When we take decisions immediately.. When we enjoy the Most..! How often do we.. Think of something Positively..? How often do we Not pounce to decisions..? How often do we even take time to understand or listen to what a person is going through before we jump into our own conclusions...? From my experience of Life till now, I can tell it is all a Big ride.. Along a Bumpy road.. There are times when we have to sacrifice Things we love or cherish for Something more important.. Then there are these times when everything is a perfect fairy tale. We all are going to have to take it all with a Positive approach.. For our good..! We never know what is in store for us Tomorrow, So, as much as we can.. Make people smile, Help others, Make yourself happy .. Because let me tell you, at the end of the day.. What matters the most is self-satisfaction.. Not how many Times you cried.. Or hurt others.. So Do not take life as a Big test, Take it as a Challenge, A challenge you want to win..! Because.. 

"C'est la Vie"  

Feliz..!

Okay.. So many of u guys might aldready know..Feliz is a spanish word for happiness.. And yes.. I am so HAPPY..! If you are wondering Why... it is because My exams are over.!! My annual exams are over..!  I am so happy.!Yaayy..! Yesterday itself we had an hangout! It was fun.! Enjoyed a lot... When your exams get over... It is a different type of happines.. a special one! Of course the boring elders won't understand that!

So tomorrow is also going to be a fun filled day hopefully.. We have an event at school-Globex.. Where each class represents a country..! Im kind of excited!

So waiting eagerly for the next day..! Will be blogging.... Soon.. I guess

Books Books and Wattpad

You no, reading E-books weren't really my thing... until recently. One fine "evening" my Friend Azzah and me were chatting, that is when she told about this really cool book on www.wattpad.com. At first i wasn't really HYPER about this idea! but she told it is a really nice book so i decided to check it out. That is when i saw the cover page of the book.... Needless to say... it stole my heart! it is an ah-mazing book.... i don't no if everyone will find this book equally amazing as i found it because it is a teen fiction but it is one of the best rated and most popular books on wattpad. you can find all genres of book on wattpad... from humor to thrillers.. from classics to vampires......  so whoever likes reading books.. JUST BOOKS should check this out.
So i guess, ill be vinding up. bye..! 

happy republic day...!

hey guyss...

happy republic day..! so proud to be an indian. india is an amazing country with amazing people.... yeah atleast most of them are. for those who are not indians, india is an awesome country... it is diverse and it respects each person's opinions, Relegions etc. it has got a democratic government. it is famous for it's spices, costume... nd yeah of course.. festivals.everybody celebrates every festival with loads of fun and happiness. india is a wonderful place from the Himalayas in the north to the magnificent blue seas in the south. it has also got a very mystifying past. they were initially colonies of britan but managed to emerge as one of the most successful countries in the present. it has got a mega biodiversity. the climate is monsoon and at most times pleasant too... if u ask me the real reason why i love India..... the list might never end......  anywayz.. i have got a video for you all. it is about our army standing in the glaciers and facing adverse conditions to protect us from the enemies....... enjoy..!! oh 1 more thing... i dont know if it is really related to republic day... but i found it very inspiring.. anyways... enjoy..! AND JAI HIND...!

my day...!

hey guyzz....

i really dont know what to write because this is my first "official" post.... i guess ill just write how my day was today... today was some one's birthday... SOMEONE SPECIAL....... druthii.....! <3 she luked ammmaazing... just ammazing... simply beautiful.....! gosh... from silver bangles to blue converse.. and yellow nails to white shirt.... wow..!  generally it was a nice day.... ohh yeahh we got a new social teacher.. her name is tara... she is fine.... oh my.... today in computer practicals... we all were literally rolling on the floor because of laughing... actually the reason... ummm itz better i dont tell it out....! =P anyways... that was pretty much my day... oh yeahh.... i was supposed to take a bilogy seminar today for my class today..... i will never forget this day... all thanks to Azzah, Rahanauma, Malavika, Druthi, Ramya, Neethy, Pooja, Arya.......... who made it very very "MEMORABLE..." anyways.. that was pretty much my day... guess ill be winding up .....

bye..!

intro..... =D

hey vrybbadddyy...!
my name is maryam... and im currently living in dubai... a normal 9th grade... TEENAGER..! and i really enjoy being 1....  this is tha 1st time.. im blogging so hope 2 get all kinda support frm  you guyz.....! see you soon...